by Cheryl Schuermann
I have never loved the color brown, though brown has its place. Give me a warm chocolate brownie fresh out of the oven, and I will embrace brown with gusto. Autumn can be lovely with falling leaves of orange, yellow, and red. Then…everything turns brown. Even with the pleasant sounds of crunching leaves under my feet, I often have to work hard to see beauty in this season. I know why.
I am my grandmother’s granddaughter. Sara loved color. I love color. She relished sunshine and warmth, flowers and lush green foliage. So do I. While I have experienced mostly brown during the Oklahoma winters, my grandmother saw only the color white in northern Alaska.
When she and my grandfather became teachers for the Territory of Alaska in 1928, they joined the life of the Eskimos and raised their family in a village north of the Arctic Circle. My mother grew up in this village, with a sea of white blanketing the tundra from September to May. The world was mostly dark with only half-light, twilight, for a couple hours each day. Their only connection to the outside world was an occasional traveler on a dog sled.
A woman of faith, Sara endured the darkness and cold of the winter months because she knew the God who would bring relief. In May, the first signs of life peeked through the snow. The sunless days and bitter temperatures eventually gave way to light and warmth. The thick ice on the river began to break up, and by June the water could run freely, which allowed boat travel. In a letter to her cousin in New Jersey, Sara wrote, “I look to the time when the water runs.”
Often the greatest encouragement for our life yet to come can be found in looking at our past. The prophet Samuel urged the house of Israel to return to the Lord with all their heart. He declared to them, “Till now the Lord has helped us” (1 Samuel 7:12 ESV). He prayed the Lord might have mercy and save them from the hands of the Philistines. Samuel reminded them they could trust their God, who consistently provides, protects, and directs his people—the God who has shown himself to be trustworthy and faithful time after time.
Our hope is based on recalling how God has provided for us in the past. Our assurance is based on remembering the strength of the One whose promises we trust.
Because we live in this world, we all experience seasons of brown. Sometimes we face a long season of darkness ahead, void of color. Anxiety, grief, illness. All of these can cause us to lose hope.
When I find myself in such a season, I recall my grandmother’s words. The God who caused the sun to shine and the water to run again in northern Alaska can be trusted. He is the same God who knows my name and called me into his family.
No matter where we find ourselves, the sun will shine, and the water will run again if we believe God’s promises. Though we have roads yet to be traveled and trials to be faced, we can raise our banners with grateful confidence. The same Lord who has helped us till now will continue to show us mercy through our journey.
But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope: The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. Lamentations 3:21 – 22 ESV
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About the author: Cheryl Schuermann is an award-winning author whose books include When the Water Runs: Growing Up with Alaska, and Raising Kids for Tomorrow’s World: 12 Keys to Preserving the Faith. Cheryl and her author/illustrator husband, Stan, have four married sons and thirteen grandchildren. Their favorite place to write, play with family, and host ministry groups is their rural retreat, affectionately known as The Farm.
Cheryl’s first devotional, Farmhouse Devotions: God’s Glory in the Ordinary, releases April 2024 from Bold Vision Books. For updates and news, visit: https://cherylschuermann.com/
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